Tuesday 12 November 2013

Blind Road

I am running. I don't know what I am running from but I know what I am trying to run to. But it doesn't seem to come any nearer as the time passes. Rather it seems to be becoming more blurry and uncertain. I have stopped caring about the path I am running on or whether its right or wrong since I am so focused upon the destination of this whole race that sometimes I forget I am losing my energy and strength to carry on with this anymore. I don't care and I keep running.

Why? I just don't want to have any regrets in my life. I just don't to spend the rest of my life wondering what could have happened in my last stroke of strength have I had not stopped running? Would I have reached my beautiful destination?

I have long stopped weaving future for myself when I saw Him doing the impossible for me. I remember when I decided to run back in April, I knew I would not be able to carry it till today but God gave me strength. Maybe because I am running towards the right direction? Or is it because He wants to me to learn something by trying so hard and still not getting it?

Either way, I'll tell you what happened with me when i'll fall. If i'll fall. 

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    1. But I keep wondering at what point I will. I hope I don't fail by the end of this race and I still get able to touch my beautiful climax.

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    2. But I keep wondering at what point I will. I hope I don't fail by the end of this race and I still get able to touch my beautiful climax.

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  2. one never really fails. you either win or you learn something. and if you run hard, you tend to win. and you dont need to be told that you are running harder than you should.

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  3. Learn and be happy. There is nothing called failing ...unless you let it overpower your happiness...

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  4. i think success and failure is rather subjective... depends on one's point of view... the main thing is that you are trying your best and that is what counts, that is what gives you satisfaction that ok i tried my best... leave the rest to Allah and He will not disappoint you ...either you will have your chosen destination or you will have the patience and calm to deal with the alternative :)

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  5. He sure does the impossible, doesn't He? :')
    It seems that there's no way but then He shows us the way.

    Well even you fall, as clichéd as it may sound, you can always stand back up.

    -Lubaina E.

    Visit my blog at http://lluviatic.blogspot.com/

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